What is it with me and the Monday-Wednesday-Friday blogging? Though it looks like Sunday has been a popular blogging day as well. I'm not going to question it. I'm just happy that it's Friday, and that Krishni's in late today, and that I have no plans for the weekend and can just sleep in. I don't have much to do, really-well, nothing that's pressing or motivating. I have a number of small things to do, and Krishni designated this afternoon as filing time. At least that'll be organized and I'll get a sense of accomplishment from it. The office has been warm for the past few days, which is a nice change of pace. It's usually much colder than the other parts of the building. However, it makes me sleepy.
I still find it out that it's a new year. Has anything changed? Did anything change last year? Well, yes, a lot of things did, I suppose, both in my own life and obviously in the world. And yet…Yet I feel that everything has stayed the same since September of 2000, when I started here. I may now be living with friends instead of alone…and my parents are across the county…I don't know. I'm at a point where everything seems static. Is that good or bad? I'm not looking for change. I like my job and don't want to leave it. I think I just want something to bring excitement to my life. I want someone to bring love to my life. At 23 years of age, I find myself surrounded by friends I love and care about, friends who love and care about me…but there's something missing. Perhaps 2002 will be the year I find that. Even if it's temporary.
See, Becca, this is what happens when you get all deep in your blogs. It's contagious. Though if it makes you feel better, I think my sore throat was a temporary rebellion against lack of sleep. I'm feeling much better now.
Current song in my head:
"Smooth" by Santana (for the love of God, stop playing this song on the radio!)